How do people know what they want to spend their lives doing? I really have no idea. I like so many different things that I can’t decide. Maybe it’s like meeting the person you’re going to marry. Maybe you “just know” when the right thing comes along. But I just wish it would come now! Yeah I’m only 17 and everything, but…I’m already 17! I have to think about college RIGHT NOW so I know what I’m doing next year. I don’t even want to start thinking about college.
See, some of the Ed Zed kids know what they want to do—Nicole likes music, Clare likes theatre, Jeremy likes writing. Why don’t I have something that I know I like to do more than anything?
Blah that was negative haha. I mean I’m sure I’ll figure something out, but I don’t like waiting.